Saturday, March 17, 2012

Someday


Everything looks the same in the snow, white on white on white.

***

"You look beautiful," he tells her.

She laughs and spins again, letting her dress twirl around her, blossoming on the green hill with all the other flowers.  She trips and he catches her.  "You look pretty good yourself," she says.  Her fingers reach up, hesitate, touch his face like butterfly wings.  She has noticed him, too.  "The sun feels wonderful," she murmurs.  She tilts her head back and closes her eyes.

He does the same, breathes deep, basks in the springtime.  "So what do you want to do now?" he asks.  "Chase butterflies and pick daisies?  Since we can't sing together in my cafe at the moment."

She laughs.  "We have to enjoy it," she reminds him.  "Isn't that the point of all this?"

"That's why I suggested it," he says, smiling.  They look at one another, sunlight dripping off their eyelashes and down their skin.  He steps closer; she stands on her toes.  Lightly, so lightly it might have only been the touch of springtime, their lips touch.

Then they're standing apart again, grass and flowers and blue sky between them.  She smiles and grabs his hand.  "Let's enjoy it then," she says.

They run through the grass, up the hill.  They roll down, tumbling until their laughter spins around them in dizzying circles and they trip and stumble as they race back up the slope.  They race, they dance, they sing off-key songs neither knows the words to.  They pull up handfuls of grass and throw them at each other, they weave flowers together to make crowns, they climb the tree at the crest of the hill.  But the view is too clear from up there; they jump down and nestle in each other's arms instead, lean against the roots of their tree and bask in the springtime.

***

Everything looks the same in the snow, white on white on pale dead skin on white.

***

Monday, March 12, 2012

Locked Doors and Covered Windows


Pounding.  The heavy pounding of feet coming after her.  Many feet coming after her, hitting the stairs with determination and impossible speed.  They had seen her.  She had to get away.  If she could just get to the end of the hall and into her room, she would be safe.  She lifted her feet and ran; but her muscles were soft.  Her legs trembled as they pushed against the viscous air.  She couldn’t keep her balance, her body unable to rise above a diagonal to the floor, she was too slow.  The hallway was long, longer and longer the further she ran, and the people were too fast.  She could hear their shouts, nipping at her ears and hair and elbows.

She was almost there.  She was going to make it.  She slammed into her bedroom door, but it wasn’t her bedroom door.  Too heavy, a gargantuan slab of oak, intricately carved with jeering devils that grabbed at her hands while she struggled with the handle.  She couldn’t grasp it, the door wouldn’t open.

The malicious shouts got louder, closer, but she had never used this door before, she wasn’t allowed to open the Outside door, it was wrong.  But the people had seen her, they were going to catch her and-

The door creaked open.  She forced herself through the crack just as the wave of inhumane humanity caught up with her.  She pushed the door closed on their featureless faces, awash with horror and disgust and hatred and led by a savage, familiar woman with wispy grey hair…  The click of the door silenced them.  She was safe, once again in her own home, Inside.  She turned away from the door.

And screamed at that rotting, festering, grotesque face leering back at her out of the darkness.

Sunday, March 4, 2012

Lost


Wait.  I...  Can you help me?  I don't know... I'm
An endless plain stretches underneath dark
lost.  Stuck somewhere, or stuck here, I don't... You.
wings of flame, of sky; old ruins, crumbling stone
Do I...  You.  I know you, I think.  Or... you.
grow from the ground in which nothing can grow.
It's you.  You didn't think you would see me
Old, ancient, and dust; if nothing can spring
again.  Didn't think- wait.  I don't...  Where am I?
from the earth in green jubilation then
Didn't think you would see me again.  I
nothing here is new, young, birthed by a kind
got lost, so you... I... you thought to never-
mother who cares for her child.  Nothing lives,
lost.  No, not lost.  Dead.  I died.  You killed me.
only dies.
Dead.

Oh God, your finger on the trigger, I
The fire of sky licks the ruins with fingers
remember it.  What did you do?  I died
of harsh light, illuminating what can't
because of you.  I was just trying to...
be seen, shouldn't bare its face in the light.
Where am I?  I... I think I'm lost somewhere
The ginning, ghoulish face- it whispers, hums
but I don't know...  You.  You did this to me.
with malicious words that float in white-hot
I was helping you, and then you did it,
streaks of lightning and shattering thunder.
fired the gun-  No.  Don't say that.  Don't you dare
They accuse, drag the lost souls down through ether,
say that word.  Accident.  No.  You did this.